Rantings

I think part of the reason I am finding stuff so hard to deal with right now is because I've been on a bit of a downer since Saturday.
 
It was my birthday. And for the first time in my life I spent it on my own. I opened my gifts and cards alone. I didn't see anyone until the evening. I felt more lonely on Saturday than I think I ever have and that's really really hard to bear.
 
Been having a hard time trying to smile since then.

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